Need to reach out again

Well everyone, there has been a reason that I haven't been active on here. I know that this is a great community to talk to when we all experince the tough times in life.

After one of my fellow servicemembers took his own life, I found out that my stepdad has had 2 heart attacks in the last 2 months. The most recent one caused him to have open heart surgery today that went well from what I'm told. After that happend my little brother just thought things were to hard and he tried to take his own life. Luckly he was unsuccesful and is now in the care of professionals. With all of this going on and talking to my grandma on a daily basis, whom I am VERY close to, she finally had a doctor tell her what is wrong with her. She is in an advanced stage of one of the worst kinds of parkinson's disease that is out there. I try to talk to her everyday and tonight was the first time she talked to me about her passing. My heart is now officially ripped apart. I knew that something serious was wrong, but actually hearing her talk about the good lord calling her really made things set in.

I just feel that reaching out and talking to you guys will really help me get through this. Although I haven't met any of you, I consider you all my friends and appreciate the support that you show for everyone on this site.

 

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